Acculturation Time

I'm so sorry...Never updating this blog (sorry to myself)
Have no time, Have no idea, But...overall is too much Facebook...To much writing the comments GAK PENTING and postingan Ga Penting hahahahahaha
Okey...
Lets say....
This month will get the peak season of winter (snow is also including)
This month started a new English Class ... hmmhmmm.....free class, no charge, ok I'll maximize it.
And this month is coming to New Modul 4...Ouhhh..... -_-
Ceritanya Gini....
Akulturasi dapat terjadi di hal yang tak pernah sama sekali kita duga sebelumnya, Bahkan mungkin di suatu momen yang paling malas that We have to facing with.....But.....Bcoz of many things...We have to do it..
Few days ago. The second meeting of English Class, I met somebody which is from another country..Yang dengan pengetahuan yang rendah ttg Islam..............membatin kubilang "It's my time".
Kira2 seperti ini....
He said "Hah. u pray 5 times a day with 10 minutes once?" (I said in my heart, Itu masih yang wajib lho)
But....I only said...Hey Have you thought that God gives us 24 hours a day, and lets say only 8 hours to sleep. The rest is yours, And then, I think 5 times a day with 10 minutes is a little thing. It's just like Thanks To God for our time.
Ok...
my second story...
At my first english class....I met a man from Palestine. I was talking about how I curios that country...Sometimes pengen Gw tanya juga sih dgn pertanyaan standar (kyk Wartawan2 gitu) How do you feel with this war? (Tapi jadi ingat kata Gisha, Dasar wartawan tolol...sedihlah..org sedih ditanya How d'u feel---koq jd jauh yah...ok, back to laptop)...But I only said, Most of the people is memorizing Al-Qur'an, allright? He said "yes" Every child was taught Al-Qur'an as soon as possible. I said "Even in the middle of the war?"....How...I'm so proud to them. Oh yah "How many section of Qur'an do u know?". He continued "5-7, maybe"...and then How about you? How many?.........hmhmmmm....(speechless, at first) and then, it's luck if I can memorized 1 section (memalukan...sih.....but, dengan gaya ngeless dikit kubilang" Maybe, it's because Arabic is not our mother language)...ouh (dalam batin....mungkin kami sdh terlalu nikmat dengan apa yang didepan mata kami, tidak sama dengan kalian yang Perang itu memang sdh di depan mata, kami masih berperang dengan diri kami sendiri, bangsa kami sendiri, bahkan dengan sistem kami sendiri yang sudah tercipta sejak lama yang kami takutkan kalo kami juga larut dalamnya) Yup, (dalam hati....perang kalian lebih nyata)
Strugglling with this condition, with the weather, with the assignment, new module and cooking (the last one is my favourite)
I realized, That is only temporary. It's only world.
My heart is feeling empty
So....Bikinlah kami pengajian....Jadi ngajinya bisa bareng2, belajar Al-Qur'an nya bisa bareng2. Dan senangnya, dapat teman2 yang berfikiran yang sama. Dan guru baru yang sudah tinggal di Delft 20 tahun.
And.....The quote i really like when Our teacer said, It's our obligation to learn Al-Qur'an.
Yup...Agree
--Alhamdulillah----

Just an ordinary story in Delft, 20 January 2013

5 days in Paris

Five days in Paris
I was really happy imagine that I would come to Paris since 2 months ago. It was managed by campus.
Coming to Paris, I imagine Da Vinci Code..National Treasure...the death of Lady Diana....oh yah..I forgot Inception...
Beberapa hal yang berbeda dari Perancis dan Belanda, yakni transportasi umumnya. Transportasi umum di Perancis lebih murah daripada di Belanda, untuk sekali trip tram jauh dekat cuma 1,5 Euro tapi di Belanda sekali trip dihitung berdasar berapa km jarak tempuh, jauh bisa 2,6 Euro itupun dengan kartu tertentu dengan diskon, tanpa kartu dengan harga 3 euro, sementara dengan jarak yang sama di Perancis cuma 1,5 Euro.
hmmmm.......
Beberapa tempat yang paling mengesankan di Paris selain Menara Eiffel tentunya dengan Museum De Louvre yakni Arc De Triomphe dan Le Sacre Coeur. Sejenak menaranya mirip2 menara mesjid, tapi jangan salah beberapa gereja memang memiliki menara yang arsitekturnya mirip kubah masjid, bukan cuma di Le Sacre Coeur ini. Cuma keunikan dari tempat ini karena dimanjakan dengan pemandangan dari puncak tertinggi dari Kota Paris, you can see almost the view of the city from this place. But, you have to walk before to get the highest place, or you can try the train, kayak kereta gantung gitu buat naik ke puncak Le Sacre Coeur ini. Dan yang paling keren dari tempat ini karena ada banyak pemusik yang buka lapak di lokasi ini, mulai dari pemain biola, pemain gitar sampe penabuh drum tradisional.
Masih teringat, saat menapak tangga-tangga di Le Sacre Couer ke puncak ini, samar2 terdengar musik klasik Canon in D dengan gesekan biola yang merdu...Hmm, capek menapaki tangga yang seperti tangga seribu ini pun tak terasa. Hingga tiba di pelataran gerbang Le Sacre Coeur ini suaranya makin jelas, karena tempat pemain biola ini mangkal. Beberapa penonton duduk di tangga pelataran, seolah olah mengubah pelataran ini menjadi pertunjukan musik klasik. Beberapa musik yang ditawarkan pun seperti My Heart Will go on. Beberapa penonton pun memberikan recehan dari pertunjukan yang ditawarkan. You can see from this video.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pFj8VY_Fd_8
Yup, Paris is the destiny for most traveller. Dan memang didesain untuk pelancong. Beberapa hostel dan hotel pun bertebaran dengan range harga yang terjangkau. Tergantung pinter2nya memilih lokasi dan harga, oh yah serta musim yang tepat, gak lucu juga kalo pas puncak musim salju berkunjung, ditengah badai dan salju...wkwkwkkkk
hmmmm......wat else?

Never stop dreaming

Taking abroad scholarship has been my passion since I was in college...
Why....?? Because taking a school abroad can open up our minds. Comparing with in domestic college, it's easier to finish our study in abroad than in local university. Why? Some people say in abroad, the lecturer has an obligation to assure that their student have to finish their study, how's good the student pass the study is how's good the lecturer supervising them.

After failed in 2006 taking an APS scholarship (one scheme of an Australian Scholarship) made me keep my ambition deeper...I though I need to take a job first. I failed in interview session, how's my educational background will support my job.

2010, I was passed a test to be a civil servant....Getting into a new environment, work culture shock, is always being my consideration in office. But, I only get through this process just normally. Even sometimes it's really hard to go by. Nevertheless, I can't leave my lack in time management.

An information coming from my boss in middle of August 2012, I was proposed to take a scholarship by the office. Sending my applications....without any hoping that I can get this scholarship, considering that many applicant may have a better applications.

But, I never imagine that i will be invited to send some applications that actually is the completion of needed application in order to be a student in Delft. Some questions in my mind made me wondering how's the progress of my application, Will I can get this award or not?

Latest September, finally I got the admission letter with unconditionally. Within the award letter to fullfill our necessity while studying in Delft.

Some preparations that I have to be done. Visa, Ticket, Housing and other things will come next....I never know....

remember this phrase

----There is a will, there is a way----

Thanks to Allah SWT has led me to this step where previously only in my heart
and my dearest husband who understand and support me always.

Next story will written directly from Delft, Netherlands (Aaamiiinnn)

My Blog's History

History??? Hahaha
No...no...no.....It's just phrase, I though
Actually, I have forgotten how many my blog I've made
And based on the history....

2007, I made this Blog http://ummifaqih.blogspot.com/ and The English Version in http://faqihs-mother.blogspot.com/

But before these blog. I've made in Friendster blog, maybe it's been deleted hahahaha http://sulfiana.blog.friendster.com/

Friendster has been deleted, http://ummifaqih.blogspot.com/ - forgot the password,

Other is in Wordpress http://worldofsulfiana.wordpress.com/

My First Child Blog http://faqihahmad.blogspot.com/

I was the author of those blog :(

Just @nother Story

Tana Tengnga

This place is located in Maros Camba, about 2 hours from Makassar, main city in Sulawesi Indonesia

Why do I like this place so much, bcoz it's highland village, there're swimming pool, some animals and some plants are here. But the most unique thing here is traditional house, it's a wooden house, and no nails use in this house. And the beautiful side of this house because its connected with other wooden house, and has 2 levels, which is unusual level in Sulawesi traditional houses

The people are still going strong cultural, farming in rice fields, traditional wedding, new home ceremonial and many others culture ceremonial

I'm Lost

Here I am, never make a step for my desire

After a long long time, it's really hard to distinguish what is our necessity and what is our desire.

Is it an obstacle? Dunno....

Just lost in here

Many desire that I wanna achieve, Many dreams that must be rescheduled....
School, Job, Family and Home...

Will I get them through by myself

It's really different with the past condition, when school is the only priority....

Some longings maybe skipped for important reasons.

And I lost in this way......


2006.....maybe my first year excellence and soon in 2011.....

but a little bit different here, in 2006 i'm eager to get them, and i had lost my concentration bcoz of this passionate  desire.

2011, i'm just hopeless, consider this will nothing to lose for me, but Thanks God, I past it...

Maybe that's called, Allah is more than know what we want, than us.


I suppose, after years, will i'm ready as like as 2006 or Allah will give His Best at the perfect moment...

And what will happen with my family after that...

I feel too much dependence to my husband, he always gives me everything.....assistances, supports, attentions, makes me sometimes unindependent, will I can get it all through.


Ya Allah...this is my wish....Please bring me to that way and within my family.

Entah.................

Never imagine, last year I will be here today......
Still in remain, my last boss ask me what will I choose, if I really have two options in my life.
And with my truly faith, I said I wanna be a lecturer.....it was 2 years ago I though.

Never imagine, if I insulted the employee who knows only eating blind salary, reading a newspaper at the morning, etc
and I become one of them
but, i know, the instancy will different each other, including the employees

Too much time i've wasted, it's contrary with The thing what will I face with......

I never say, who'll be right and who'll be wrong?
But, the things its sure happen is, there's still much political issue surrounding the civil servant.

Last year, i was in a consultant which most of them are expatriate, eventhough they are really strict, they have a good dicipline, they are extrovert. They always be honest in every chance, and they will never care what your feeling will be, either it's good or it's bad.........

This thing will be my way for 2, 5 years or even whole of my lifetime..........
i dont know will I still be alone to face with this thing, or will I have a good partner to share with.....

I had a friend in a college, i know her since senior high school, she act like she knows everything, and she has a thousand faces and thousand words to say what thing will she decided to reach. i always teased her, how did she act like that........I realized I was really simple and plain personality. i never imagine i would be different person to reach my desire.. I never imagine i could use some kind words to convey my feeling.
 Eventhough its for the best thing.

Afterall......... maybe, i had change my desire, i changed my habits, i changed base thinking.......to face this things in front of my eyes, I know my best will not gonna last forever......I know, I couldn't be another person...

Within the new spirit today, I have to rise up, hoping i would enjoy the times that I will spend in here...........