Never stop dreaming

Taking abroad scholarship has been my passion since I was in college...
Why....?? Because taking a school abroad can open up our minds. Comparing with in domestic college, it's easier to finish our study in abroad than in local university. Why? Some people say in abroad, the lecturer has an obligation to assure that their student have to finish their study, how's good the student pass the study is how's good the lecturer supervising them.

After failed in 2006 taking an APS scholarship (one scheme of an Australian Scholarship) made me keep my ambition deeper...I though I need to take a job first. I failed in interview session, how's my educational background will support my job.

2010, I was passed a test to be a civil servant....Getting into a new environment, work culture shock, is always being my consideration in office. But, I only get through this process just normally. Even sometimes it's really hard to go by. Nevertheless, I can't leave my lack in time management.

An information coming from my boss in middle of August 2012, I was proposed to take a scholarship by the office. Sending my applications....without any hoping that I can get this scholarship, considering that many applicant may have a better applications.

But, I never imagine that i will be invited to send some applications that actually is the completion of needed application in order to be a student in Delft. Some questions in my mind made me wondering how's the progress of my application, Will I can get this award or not?

Latest September, finally I got the admission letter with unconditionally. Within the award letter to fullfill our necessity while studying in Delft.

Some preparations that I have to be done. Visa, Ticket, Housing and other things will come next....I never know....

remember this phrase

----There is a will, there is a way----

Thanks to Allah SWT has led me to this step where previously only in my heart
and my dearest husband who understand and support me always.

Next story will written directly from Delft, Netherlands (Aaamiiinnn)

My Blog's History

History??? Hahaha
No...no...no.....It's just phrase, I though
Actually, I have forgotten how many my blog I've made
And based on the history....

2007, I made this Blog http://ummifaqih.blogspot.com/ and The English Version in http://faqihs-mother.blogspot.com/

But before these blog. I've made in Friendster blog, maybe it's been deleted hahahaha http://sulfiana.blog.friendster.com/

Friendster has been deleted, http://ummifaqih.blogspot.com/ - forgot the password,

Other is in Wordpress http://worldofsulfiana.wordpress.com/

My First Child Blog http://faqihahmad.blogspot.com/

I was the author of those blog :(

Just @nother Story

Tana Tengnga

This place is located in Maros Camba, about 2 hours from Makassar, main city in Sulawesi Indonesia

Why do I like this place so much, bcoz it's highland village, there're swimming pool, some animals and some plants are here. But the most unique thing here is traditional house, it's a wooden house, and no nails use in this house. And the beautiful side of this house because its connected with other wooden house, and has 2 levels, which is unusual level in Sulawesi traditional houses

The people are still going strong cultural, farming in rice fields, traditional wedding, new home ceremonial and many others culture ceremonial

I'm Lost

Here I am, never make a step for my desire

After a long long time, it's really hard to distinguish what is our necessity and what is our desire.

Is it an obstacle? Dunno....

Just lost in here

Many desire that I wanna achieve, Many dreams that must be rescheduled....
School, Job, Family and Home...

Will I get them through by myself

It's really different with the past condition, when school is the only priority....

Some longings maybe skipped for important reasons.

And I lost in this way......


2006.....maybe my first year excellence and soon in 2011.....

but a little bit different here, in 2006 i'm eager to get them, and i had lost my concentration bcoz of this passionate  desire.

2011, i'm just hopeless, consider this will nothing to lose for me, but Thanks God, I past it...

Maybe that's called, Allah is more than know what we want, than us.


I suppose, after years, will i'm ready as like as 2006 or Allah will give His Best at the perfect moment...

And what will happen with my family after that...

I feel too much dependence to my husband, he always gives me everything.....assistances, supports, attentions, makes me sometimes unindependent, will I can get it all through.


Ya Allah...this is my wish....Please bring me to that way and within my family.